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ebuillence

2012-01-10T19:48:00.000-05:00

noun
the quality of lively or enthusiastic expression of thoughts and feelings

Soon Maurice and I will be hitting the 6 months mark in January! I know that it is not really that long, but I've never met anyone that I was so sure about. I genuinely am in love with him and cannot wait to spend more 6 months with him. I made him a card to celebrate our half anniversary. I've never celebrated any type of anniversary with anyone that I've been with before, but this one is definitely significant to me.

When we both met each other we were so sure of who we were, but we both were certainly wrong. I'm happy to be with someone that allows me to make myself better and someone who wants to make himself better for me.

Every morning that I wake up next to him and see his sleepy face, my heart swells up.

I know that there was something before him. I just can't remember what it was.

rock, salt, and nails

2011-12-23T22:33:00.005-05:00

I've been having too much fun with nail art. This is art deco inspired. Colors are from American Apparel (factory grey and office) and Essie (sand tropez). I want to have a nail polishing party so I can experiment on other people's nails.

Maurice has been gone for about 4 days. This is the longest I've gone without seeing him. I've been trekking around his apartment, making sure I didn't mess anything up. I miss him.

abate

2011-12-23T15:35:00.003-05:00

verb
to reduce in amount, degree, or severity

The entire time, I would never allow myself to fall in love with you. You constantly told me how much you loved me and that you would die for me. Every desire I had to be with you and love you fully, I fought. I consciously did not fall in love with you. My words would pierce through you; I was completely aware of what I was doing. When you curled up and tears were left soaked on the blanket, my heart ached for you, but if I don't love you as much as you loved me, then I know it will hurt less.

search for delicious

2011-12-12T17:13:00.003-05:00

It's been a LONG time since I've posted! I wish I was better at this. So Thanksgiving has passed and we're approaching Christmas. Maurice and I experimented with some new cookies. We tried Smitten Kitchen's new recipe, Nutmeg Maple Butter Cookies. Maurice did all the work and I just monitored. So if you receive some cookies in the mail sometime soon, it's all thanks to him! They turned out pretty delicious. We're going to do another batch sometime soon.

We're going to be in Ohio for New Year's. I'm excited for December to be over. Hope everyone has a great holiday!

autumnal shine (35 proof)

2011-10-29T15:20:00.010-04:00

We finally developed the film from Vermont. I love the film grain. Some unfortunate things have happened and my cameras were stolen; so, I am thinking about what kind of cameras I want to invest in next.

fall be kind

2011-10-13T11:07:00.008-04:00

This past weekend Maurice and I went to Vermont to his family's cabins. It was peak Autumn foliage time. The leaves were all changing to beautiful fall colors. Fall is my favorite season because of all the perfect earthy colors. The lake behind the cabins was also so scenic. Maurice took me on a canoe. It was dangerous for me since I can't swim, but we managed and were successful!

We canoed to a little island that was closed off. Oops. It was fun and standing there in the middle of the lake was amazing.

Silly pictures of Maurice coming up while we were waiting to shoot guns. GUNS! I was so out of my element.

Maurice took me shooting! The worst part of all of this is that I was concerned about what I should be wearing. This was the first time I have ever even touched a gun. It was scary at first. I couldn't even hold still, but I still managed to hit the target! Go me! I had fun. Maurice was also shooting this intense sniper rifle thing. Eeeek. It was loud and scary. The target below was his. Also, the gun is NOT loaded in the picture of the both of us posing (just saying).

We went into the town of Stowe and had lunch and I got a massage. The town was so small that I think we were continuously passing the same things like three or four times. We also took a bunch of film photos. We're going to develop them and I can't wait to load them on here! It was a really relaxing weekend. I am so happy that Maurice took me. He's the best!

So we left the trees behind and we're back in New York. BUT I do have some news!! So before my trip, I was offered a promotion and I decided to take it. It's going to be more work and I'm concerned about taking on more at work and trying to apply to schools at the same time, but I think that it'll be okay if I can just schedule myself better. Well, wish me luck!

xoxo

shark ridden waters

2011-10-01T02:05:00.004-04:00

conversations at 2am

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it really shows in how you handle romantic relationships

regular friendships is different

because you have this bleeding heart, Mother Teresa thing going on with how generous you are

to people completely different from you

but in romantic relationships

you get a tiny flickering sense that the other person doesn't fit with who you are, at your core, and you start to wall up and close out

you're so protective of yourself

so it takes a while for you to open up but another side of you is dying to open up

(i'm just guessing here, sort of)

which explains how you are so ready to drop relationships when you feel something is off

i mean, combined with your sharp sense of what works with you , and what doesn't
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well, the thing is, at the core, the way you communicated with me had some weird brain-jamming signal. whenever i spoke with you i never really felt like my thoughts were fully developed, or what i was fully capable of divining and expressing

i felt like a baby around you, really

it was frustrating

esp because you are damn near shark-like when it comes to sniffing out weakness, immaturity, lack of confidence in thought, lack of clarity, etc etc etc

which just obliterates your opponent in debate
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i think there's a fundamental way that you view things

that is different from other people

how you are okay with evaluating things without getting emotionally attached

how you can separate opinion from emotion

that most other people

like 99% of everyone else on the planet

has difficulty doing

so you, and the other person in the relationship just have to understand that

and work with it

I don't know what's wrong with me but lately I've been feeling like I'm truly hovering in the air

2011-09-15T23:20:00.008-04:00

Hello interwebs world! It's been a while. I've been more surreptitious than usual. I've been doing pretty well at keeping busy, but I think that I have to do a better job. Recently I've been in a junky mood, but the funk will go away soon I hope. After I left work today and the temperature drastically dropped to the perfect autumn air, I left with a sense of relief and felt a lot better about everything in general. The cold air just brings a sense of perfect euphoria to me after the humid New York summer.

Free People hat, tights, and slip/dress, Uniqlo oxford shirt, UO Chelsea Boots, Levi's Denim Jacket

I know I've expressed so many times how excited I am about the autumn weather. Layers, layers, layers. I've decided to experiment with hats recently. I've never been much of a "hat-person," unless it's a winter hat to keep my ears warm, but I am having fun with this new maroon hat I got recently.

I don't have much new things to share, but I'm excited to go to Vermont with Maurice! Oh yes, we're going to be in the woods. Actually, I'm kind of nervous because I think that I will be completely out of my element-- nature and all. I do not even know what people do in cabins. I'm kidding (of course?). Since I was never able to go to the beach and take pictures this summer (hurricane and all), I'm super excited to bring my camera and take pictures. I've been feeling uninspired and lacking recently, and I really think going away, even for a little, will help.

Maurice commented on how we don't have pictures together, so here are some (yay!). Though he is right that he sometimes does look silly in pictures, but so do I. Yeah, so he is pretty much super awesome and no one has ever made me happier.

guilty cubicles

2011-08-26T12:10:00.000-04:00

This past week has been quite adventurous. Earlier on the week, New York experienced an earthquake and by the end of the week, there was a threat of a hurricane. We had to shut down most of Lower Manhattan (where I live and work), and most businesses in the city were closed for both Saturday and Sunday. Fortunately, there wasn't major damage and the hurricane weakened by the time it got to New York early Sunday morning. During Friday evening and Saturday morning, I noticed that people were definitely freaking out, buying canned food and gallons of waters. Lines were long at every grocery store, pharmacy, etc. I guess it's better to be safe than sorry, right?

Before all this madness though, Becky did come to visit. In the morning we went to Clinton Street Bakery. They have some of the best pancakes and bacon. The wait is always guaranteed to be at least an hour and a half, even on a Thursday, but luckily for us, it was rainy and disgustingly humid, so less people were thinking pancakes.

After pancakes, we trekked further south in the Lower East Side (very EAST) to find these famous donuts at the Doughnut Plant. I was overwhelmed by the selection. Though I was incredibly stuffed by the pancakes, I was exited by the sight of the different variety and beauty of the donuts! I didn't know where to start and just picked a bunch of different donuts to try. You guys have to make the trip here if you're ever in the LES.

We also went to Ippudo for dinner, but I was so excited for the ramen that I didn't take any pictures. There is usually a super long wait, also guaranteed at least an hour and a half unless you come at odd hours. The ramen there is really good. They have the few basic ramens and some interesting recipes as well. I'm drooling thinking about it....

September is approaching and I know I've been going on and on about how excited I am for the fall, but here it is again, I am super excited for the fall!

I hope everyone is safe!! xoxo

feel it all around

2011-08-23T23:58:00.004-04:00

I was just organizing the my schedule book and realizing how busy this fall is going to be. Deadlines are approaching and I am pushing it. This upcoming month is going to be crazy. I still have some things planned that could be fun. Becky is coming tomorrow to spend a day with me before she heads upstate for her final year at school and on Monday, it's beach day with the besties. I cannot believe how quickly summer is passing. I'm going to take lots of pictures at the beach and lots of pictures when bexboop is here. Food galore, I hope.

Today we had an earthquake. Like, woah y'all. Other than that, New York is cooling down and I am soooo excited for fall.

Hope it's as beautiful where ever you're at.

lovers' carvings

2011-08-21T21:47:00.004-04:00

It's been a while the interweb world! The summer is flying by and it's almost fall. I can't express how excited I am for the new cooler season to start. It's been raining lots here in the city. We've finally almost settled into our new apartment. We still have some things to get rid of, a couple things to set up, and about 3 more boxes to unpack. Unfortunately, most of my boxes are shoes and I've ran out of space to put them. I think I might have to go through them and get rid of a lot of things, shoes and clothes included.

I've been settling into work nicely, getting a grasp on it all. I've been hanging outside in Soho during my lunch break often. So if you're ever around, be sure to visit!

I've been trying out a lot of new brunch/breakfast, desserts, cocktail bars, restaurants, etc.. lately. I'm feeling like the ultimate lush, gorging on food, sweets, and alcohol all days on my time off. I pretty much love it. This picture is from when I was finally able to go to EGG in Williamsburg. It IS as good as everyone says.

Some other notable places include Triaf in Williamsburg. I think it was one my favorite dinners recently. The drinks were especially good here. My drink was just a glass of wine that I loved but Maurice (see later) loved his drink.

So you guys... I was advised to start a little NYC food blog/thing. I'm considering it, but I have to hone on to some more places in New York. I have a great interest on exploring all the great eats of New York and sharing it with the world. Thoughts?

And finally the reason I've been M.I.A.--- the best person I've met-- sweet, sweet Maurice! Sorry but I've been taking NO pictures at all (food and people). He pretty much makes my heart melt. I know it's a little cheesy, but he made me a mix (listed below)... I still love it.

Hope all is well in the world out there!!! XOXO

dear god, i hate myself

2011-07-27T01:12:00.002-04:00

I am losing at Scrabble. I hate myself. #EPICFAIL #SELFHATE

bombay

2011-07-26T21:55:00.004-04:00

(This is mostly for my Maite). I've realized that I have been really vague and disconnected with a lot of people recently. It's mostly because of the move and the new job. It keeps me busy. I know that I probably shouldn't share where I live exactly because it seems like directly after my break up, my previous ex started to harass me again. I don't want to open myself up to any more madness, but I also write this blog for my friends and myself. It's all annoying, and I've decided to share anyways.

I never ended up going to Chicago because it was too depressing to think of going and I had far too much to do with the job and with the moving process. Then I kept busy and moved on. I currently work in Soho, and I really like my job. I'm learning a lot and have a lot more responsible. It's also much smaller than what I'm used to, but it's a new experience. I also love that my walk to work from home is literally 8 minutes. My new apartment is smaller than the older one in Brooklyn, but that's the tradeoff for location. The move was so tiring this weekend. We now live up the 5th floor walk up! It makes me tired just thinking about it. Thanks to Becky and Jeff for aiding in our move because I'll be honest, I wasn't much help. There is so much more that we have to do to settle in. I'm actually dreading it. I was excited to decorate at first, but now I am just so tired I cannot imagine unpacking the rest of my things. I'm so glad to have tomorrow off!

Also, these French Macaroons were really delicious. It was really flaky and the colors were so pretty. I do not know exactly where they were from... I think somewhere in Williamsburg.

ALSO... THIS is an awesome video and song!

a poor man's memory

2011-07-19T18:52:00.003-04:00

You guys! Recently, I found out that I am easily stalked, which of course should be expected when you have a public blog. Anyways, I tried to "google" myself, AND somehow I stumbled upon a really old "online journal." I'm not talking about that depressive blog that I used to write where I locked myself indoors and only talked about all those films and love... I'm talking about when XANGA was popular! I completely forgot that I had a XANGA. Someone reminded me recently but I thought they were lying because I think I completely blocked it from my memory. I read it and it was far too embarrassing to share.

endless summer

2011-07-13T12:16:00.002-04:00

Off to work soon. I'm feeling very Beach Boys recently. They're on repeat. Everywhere is New York, there are these summer sales going on. You all should go out and check them out. I got a new fun crochet throw. Better pic next time. Also, new product I love is the Leave-in Shampoo spray, got to get more today!!

xoxo

Have a lovely day!

exit music (for a film)

2011-07-12T23:45:00.005-04:00

Quick update for the month of July so far. For America's birthday, I had a refreshing tonic with fireworks on a rooftop in the East Village. It was really pretty and I can say that I participated in this great American holiday. Random thought: sometimes I wonder if people can get my tone through my writing. Anyways, New York fireworks. Yay...

It's been scorching hot and I'm afraid for August. Have I ever emphasized how much I hate summer?! There has been several heat advisories recently. So, I hope everyone is staying cool, where ever you are!

I'm supposed to go to Chicago this Friday for a long weekend, but I am still contemplating on whether or not I want to go. I am so tired of flying around almost every month. I think that this would actually be a good weekend to pack and start the move. There's about two weeks left before the month ends! It's flying by. I'd also enjoy a long weekend with a break without anything to do, haven't had one of those in a while.

There are a lot of movies out that I haven't had a chance to watch and one of them is The Tree of Life by Terrence Malick. I was finally able to watch it. I had mixed feelings about the film. Aesthetically, it was beautiful, but some parts I had grappling feelings about. There was a highly spiritual tone to the film that made me feel somewhat uncomfortable, but there were also at least two instances where I felt like I was going to start crying. I think you'd have to watch it to form your own opinion, but don't watch it if you do not like sparse dialogue and a very slow film.

Tonight I was supposed to go to see the sold-out Animal Collective show at Prospect Park. Beth has tickets, but somehow our lives seemed to deter us. Too bad the tickets went to waste. So I had a lazy evening and watched Kubrick's Lolita. Recently I read the book, but I was a little disappointed in the movie. If I read a novel before watching a film, I think that my vision of what I think the film should be like is too "stuck" in my head. It's unfair to the film. I've been relating everything in life to Lolita. It's quite strange and difficult to explain, makes me feel a little perverse.

I've also decided that I need French Toast tomorrow ASAP. Most random craving ever.

What has this blog become?.... the rambling of my mind...

ashes of american flags (a diy project)

2011-07-03T23:13:00.008-04:00

What do you do when your friends are out of town for the weekend, you're too tired from work to go out, and you're trying to keep your mind from lingering? You celebrate the National American holiday with your own DIY project while watching a documentary series called The Up series.

I've been thinking about getting a new set of hangers because when I first arrived in New York last summer, I bought these ugly plastic purple hangers from Target. I wanted nicer hangers but wanted them to be different and more unique than usual. I've been getting ready to move by getting rid of some old clothes. I wanted to donate them, but I had an idea to combine all the old clothes with the ugly hangers. These are made from two ugly but somewhat patriotic shirts that I was going to get rid of anyways.

I have a lot more hangers in the closet. Hopefully I'll get to them when I have more free time!

Materials:
Wire or plastic hangers
Old T-shirts cut into T-shirt yarn

Directions:

1. Cut the old T-shirt into one long strand of yarn.

2. Starting at the tip of the hanger, cover the tip and wrap around the ends to secure in place.

3. Continue wrapping around all of the wire/plastic of the hanger to cover all of the hanger.

4. At the end, tuck the strand in on itself, accent with a bow, and there you have it! An easy, pretty addition to your closet!

How else do you celebrate the Fourth of July... What's more American than a British documentary series! Tonight I watched the first and second part of the Up Series. The first was of the 14 English kids when they were seven and the next part was when they were fourteen. Every seven years the director goes back and revisits the kids and see where they are in their lives. 56 Up is going to be the newest of the series and will be coming out in 2012, so I have all the other intervals of seven in between to catch up on. Luckily most are on Instant watch on Netflix! It's quite an interesting documentary and I recommend you see it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMERICA!!

a shot in the arm

2011-07-01T20:31:00.002-04:00

I've never been much of a jewelry person, but within the past couple of months, I've gotten really into bracelets. My favorite bracelets are these simple braided ones that I got from Ohio at a random little Native American shop that sold mostly howling wolves t-shirts. It was an amazing shop. I also am excited to get some new friendship bracelets made. It's also fun to buy random bracelets on the streets of Soho. Excessive layering with bracelets is going to be my new thing. I have far too many "things" already...

Anyways, DNA (the shop) is having a great sale online. Starting July 1st enter "AMERICA11" at the end of checkout, offer does not apply to any sale items. Expires July 5th at midnight!

Happy shopping!

summer's gonna hurt you

2011-06-30T15:50:00.003-04:00

The past two weeks have been wearing. I can honestly say this is the first day where I honestly have no obligations (or at least until the evening). I have to make time just to do laundry and clean my room! So that was finally accomplished today. I know how fun it is to read about my chore lists. Exciting!

So the wreckage that is now my life (including many whitegirlproblems) is the following in order of occurrence:

1. Friends. Drama is everywhere and I tire of dealing with it. Enough said.

2. Jobs. I quit my last miserable job (I swear I'm probably exaggerating) and moved on to a new one within a week, fitting in a trip back home to drop off my car. My last job was a great learning experience but I wanted to move towards something that fits my personal style better. Within the first (more like the second) day of this job though, it's been madness! I stayed until 2:30 am one evening. They swear that this is not normal, but I guess I'll just have to wait and see.

3. Housing. Our lease is coming to an end soon. We are really excited about moving out, but the process of looking for apartments is not really fun. I've actually never really had much involvement in the places that I've lived except for the one time I lives in a studio by myself (kind of) during college. We haven't settled on a specific neighborhood but I think it will be great.

4. Relationship status. Well, that one. I know friends want me to address this. The official break up was prognosticate. I could sense that there was something wrong, but it is what it is. Of course, I was sad but cannot be angry about any of it at all. Love is still a noble pursuit and I still envy those who have found it.

5. The future. With all that has happened, I am pushed even more so. I have a desire to be better and work harder. I have vocabulary words to memorize, applications to fill, essays to write. I want to learn everything I can at my job, so I can move further quicker, I want to be an asset. Moving is also a change that is necessary for my personality, and moving to a great neighborhood is even more important, being surrounded by the things you love.

August will be a great month.

Man, how personal is this blog becoming! I swear, I'll try to stop.

do the whirlwind

2011-06-26T23:07:00.002-04:00

It's been a rollercoaster of a day. It started with a break up in the morning and ended with a kiss at night. I don't even know how to explain all of this. My life is a whirlwind.

feed the animals

2011-06-21T14:49:00.009-04:00

Yesterday we finally made our way to the Bronx Zoo. Our trip to the Bronx was actually quite an adventure in itself, but I will not divulge in the details-- let's just say there was a bloody man on the train ride. I will not be hanging out in the Bronx too much before this. Though, I probably am being a bit dramatic about all of this. BUT we did make it there and had a great time.

American Apparel shirt, bodysuit, and skirt, Steve Madden oxfords, Michael Kors watch, bracelets from random Native American shop in Ohio

It was fun to spend time with Francisco and Becky. They are my favorites! Francisco also has been wearing his new J Crew shorts. I really like them because the colors are so fun. I was excited to receive my new skirt from American Apparel as well because I love the chambray red color, BUT I need to stop buying so many of these skirts. It's excessive...

There were a lot of animals but I do not think that we saw everything. My favorite was definitely the Gorillas. I love monkeys/primates of all sorts.

Somehow Francisco managed to take over 400 photos at the zoo. There was a lot to go through, but I hope you guys enjoy his work. He was better at taking photos than I usually am because I sometimes forget that I am even carrying a camera around. It was a beautiful day and it was the perfect thing to do for the first day of my mini-vacation before I start my new job.

I'm heading to Ohio tomorrow morning to get rid of my car (forever) and to see my lovely parents of course. I think I'm going to mentally check out for a couple of days while I'm there. I have to fit all these errands today and then meet up with friends for happy hour. I'm already running late.

Update more soon!

sleepwalking ballad

2011-06-14T12:03:00.002-04:00

Good news, good news! I officially put in my two weeks notice at my current job and will be starting my new job after these two weeks. I am requesting a few days off next week so I can relax before starting a new job. I'm really excited for my new job. I've been stressing because my work does not give me enough free time to myself. I'm hoping that this will be a better work life balance. There has been a lot going on recently. We're also moving soon. I also have to take the GRE by this fall. I'm hoping to have more free time to study soon.

Cha-cha-cha-changes!! I was extra happy yesterday but also extra tired. So today I am going to take it easy on my day off and enjoy the macaroons that Francisco (he's the best!) brought over last night from Chikalicious. My favorites are the rose and strawberry!

I wonder if I would be able to sneak in a couple of great adventures in next week. I've been wanting to take more pictures this summer but haven't really had a chance to. My DSLR is collecting dust and all my film for my 35mm manual camera is probably going to expire from waiting for me to use it.

Okay macaroons then nap time. What a life!

all summer long

2011-06-11T21:35:00.010-04:00

This was one of the busiest weeks I've had in a while, working all week and entertaining the rest of the time. I can't vouch for my guest that she actually thought I was as entertaining as she would have wanted me to be. It's hard getting older y'all.

Let's start with our breakfast with the best pancake I have ever experienced. There is a cute little neighborhood in Brooklyn that I've fallen in love with called Carroll Gardens (hoping to move there soon)), they have this faux-French cafe called Cafe Luluc with mouth-watering pancakes. Drools....

6 for SIX Flags!!

After breakfast we headed towards New Jersey to the largest Six Flags in the US. I thought that it would be a good idea to go before all the kids were out of school-- that part was good, BUT it was the hottest day of the summer by far with a temperature of 100 degrees! WAHHH!! I still had a lot of fun, and everyone else seemed to enjoy themselves. Francisco is kind of old, so he just stayed hydrated and took care of his bad hip while waiting for us. Kidding! He rode some rides too, and he and Beth also made several attempts at climbing a rope ladder thing. FAIL! My favorite roller coaster was definitely the Kingda ka, the world's tallest roller coaster....

I discovered a new ice cream place that I really like in the East Village called Sundaes and Cones. It's similar to the Chinatown Ice Cream Factory but had a more East Village vibe to it. I had the black sesame ice cream and loved it.

We also played Little Big Planet 2. I cannot emphasize how great this game is you guys. I mean, I am partial to Mario, but I would definitely recommend this game if you are into video games.

The next day we had a slow long day. I think that I was far too exhausted from all the fun the day before. We hung out in Soho and I was reminded of how much I hate Broadway. Walking down that street is the most painful thing when you are hot and tired. I never ever want to sound like a "New Yorker," but my Top 3 most hated areas in the city is most definitely Broadway in Soho, Times Square, and Canal St in Chinatown. I cannot say that I go to Midtown often and I always avoid the Upper ANY side unless I have something very specific to go to. If you hate people standing around and blocking you, then avoid these areas too! Sorry for my rant. What do I know anyways... we had Cafe Habana and their amazing Mexican corn!

Anyways, I finally got to try the famous Lombardi's Pizza. I'm an unfair judge of "good" New York pizza because I am partial to Chicago pizza. I've never really like the thinness and flemisiness of a slive of New York pizza... please don't hate me for this.

We tried to make it to the free Andrew Bird concert at Prospect Park, but unfortunately, we arrived too late and the gates were closed by that time. Apparently though, there was a really long line, so we probably should have gotten there a lot eariler if we wanted to make it. I think that is my second free Andrew Bird concert I've missed at a park. He played a few years ago for free at the Millineum Park in Chicago. Oh well!

Fast forward to today, we had Dim Sum in Chinatown at Jing Fong (ate too quickly to even think about taking pictures). It's like a battle at some of these Chinese places, like you're hunting for food. Good thing we had Francisco take charge! Then we revisited Sundaes and Cones, but my mistake was trying a new flavor... always stick to what you're used to/love! We also saw Super 8. It was entertaining, took place in Dayton, Ohio (my hometown... yay aliens!)... I actually do enjoy Elle Fanning; she is quite adorable.

Then we picked up some A/C's for the heat that is New York right now and had Ramen in Park Slope... and I'm off to bed to read my Lolita!

GOODNIGHT YALLL!!

my impure hair

2011-06-04T18:48:00.003-04:00

I got my hair cut the other day! Now I look like a genuine China Doll.. or so I've been told. The pictures after the first one was right before the haircut. I do not have the best set ups for outfit shots, but here you go anyways!

American Apparel shirt, Topshop skirt

Today for breakfast I had far too much Garrett's popcorn (missing Chicago..), and tomorrow we are going to trek through Times Square-ish area to get come more... UGH! Times Square is the worst guys, but we'll be get some K-town BBQ anyways.

Let's hope that I'll have the energy tomorrow! Have a good week!! xoxo

almost summer

2011-05-31T23:07:00.006-04:00

Almost Summer? No, it's pretty much the hottest of the summer already. It jumped from winter to summer. Where did the spring go? I've been listening to Almost Summer by Jason Collett on repeat a lot recently. Jason is really getting me these days.

Recently I think I have been feeling/acting a little melodramatic. I find that I am trapping myself in a circle. Today I had a talk with a friend, and I know that I have to sort out my issues and grow up. Sometimes I tend to perpetuate a situation and it consumes me, but since I realize that I am doing that I get confused as to whether there is actually a situation or it's in my head. I am going to consciously be happy for what I have and enjoy it-- jumping in blindly! Live and learn, right y'all?

Anyways, have I told you about how I desperately need a hair cut? Especially with the summer coming up. I've grown tired of the asymmetrical hair cut. Plus it looks like a hot mess... see? I might get something uber Asian. Bangs bangs bangs!

Francisco took me to Buddakan on Sunday. He's been really great to me, but I think that I've been a little crazy (or confused) recently. I was really happy that we were able to go here together though. I've been wanting to go there since this last season of Top Chef. I really liked Dale and was excited to see what kind of restaurant he worked at. I love watching the cooking shows, but I always want to try the food when they are presenting it. It was actually pretty good. My favorite thing was probably the edamame dumplings. Try it!!
We're also thinking about getting Linus Bikes. I really want the Dutchi 3 in cream. SOOO CUTE!! Plus I can add a little basket in front. So we can ride to the park and do gay things. Of course, he would get a more manly bike than my cruiser.

When I get into one of my "moods," I tend to turn to my Taiwanese "Second New Wave" genre. Ever since I watched I Don't Want to Sleep Alone in college, I fell in love with the director's style. So tonight I watched Goodbye, Dragon Inn by Tsai Ming-liang. He is able to convey loneliness, sadness, isolation, despair, and alienation with just sparse dialogue and limited fixed shots. He creates this tension of not being able to give form to the unending complexity of human longings and the impossibility of not doing so.

Films that I watch alone tend me make me quite sad, but I feel this need to feed the sadness every once in a while.

xoxo

midnight in paris

2011-05-28T01:00:00.004-04:00

Tonight we watched Woody Allen's latest film, Midnight in Paris. Recently I've been really disappointed with his movies, but I really adore the story and message with this one- acknowledging "the disappointment that shadows every genuine expression of romanticism." It has a great cast and the setting is perfect. I highly recommend the film.

countdown (sick for the big sun)

2011-05-22T20:53:00.006-04:00

My return to New York hasn't been as pleasant as I was hoping because the weather here has been pretty miserable, and the forecast looks as though it's going to remain the same for a while. On my plane ride back to New York, I was able to start and finish Breakfast at Tiffany's and three other stories by Truman Capote. I've never watched the movie either. Now I am curious to watch it to compare it to the book. Next, Francisco and I are going to start reading Lolita together and maybe watch the Stanley Kubrick film.

"Never love a wild thing… He was always lugging home wild things. A hawk with a hurt wing. One time it was a full-grown bobcat with a broken leg. But you can’t give your heart to a wild thing: the more you do, the stronger they get. Until they’re strong enough to run into the woods. Or fly into a tree. Then a taller tree. Then the sky. That’s how you end up… If you let yourself love a wild thing. You’ll end up looking at the sky."
-Breakfast at Tiffany's, Truman Capote

One of the only things that we were able to do on my "vacation list" was visit the MET and see the Alexander McQueen: Savage Beauty exhibit. It was really great. If only all art exhibits look like that! I actually was not allowed to take pictures, but here are some before the guy yelled at me. I recommend it if you are in New York. It ends at the end of July.

This last picture is a pretty bad picture of us. My head is massive at this angle... Oh well!

We also watched Bridesmaids. It was pretty funny and not disappointing at all. A lot of poop jokes though. Not sure if that's a good or bad thing. Go for a good laugh.

This is the end of my vacation and it wasn't all I dreamed, but I'm glad to have been able to hang out with everyone. It was also fun getting super sick at the beginning and the end of it. JAYKAY.. but seriously, I got super sick yesterday and had to call off work today... BUT I am feeling better and looking forward to the weather warming up and doing some of those things on my list.

Some must-do's still:
-bbq and sangria rooftop fun
-midnight in paris
-beach day
-roller coasters
-13 assasins

We'll figure it out... Anyways, where ever you are, I hope it's not as dreary as New York.

the happy birthday song

2011-05-19T13:30:00.002-04:00

Returned back to New York on Tuesday. The flight was pretty horrible and had a delay in Cleveland (#theworst). Glad to be back, but it had been raining everyday of my vacation. It's awful guys. Today I am going to see the Alexander McQueen exhibit at the MET (thanks Jeff). Crossing my figures for no more rain!

Some random funny pictures from Ohio. It was my mother's birthday. OH HEYYY! Also, check out BexBoop's new Sperry's. She is so patriotic!

goodbye tsugumi

2011-05-16T14:16:00.008-04:00

Last week ended really well. My crazy drama came to an end. I was going through my iPhone and realized that I took a lot of pictures on there. Francisco gave me this really delicious chocolate bar from Mast Brothers made with Stumptown coffee. I also was also to finally finish my book by Banana Yoshimoto.

"Love is the kind of thing that's already happening by the time you notice it, that's how it works, and no matter how old you get, that doesn't change. Except that you can break it up into two entirely distinct types -- love where there's an end in sight and love where there isn't"
- Banana Yoshimoto, Goodbye Tsugumi

I also forgot that I've never mentioned my new glasses that I got from Warby Parker. They are amazing because they were so fun and inexpensive. In fact, I think that I'm going to get another pair sometimes soon. I would definitely recommend them if you are looking for some new frames.

Becky came down to the city with her friend, Kyle, after her finals were over. We went to Blue Marble to enjoy some summer ice cream. I'm sure that we will be frequenting that ice cream more often this summer once the weather stays consistently warm.

On Thursday we left for Ohio to enjoy the rainy weekend... (sarcasm). It went from 80 degrees ton Friday to a low 40's today (Monday). It's the worst guys! BUT I am enjoying all this family time since I do not get to see them very much. It was my mother's birthday and we took her shopping and eating. That's all you really need in life anyways.

American Apparel Chiffon Skirt, UO blouse and jacket, Random from Japan purse,

There has been SO food action since I've returned to Ohio. I'm come to the conclusion that if I was to live in Ohio that I'd probably become obese. All I seem to do is eat a sleep here. It's pretty relaxing but it's also pretty boring. The following is a lot of phone food pics.

Classic Ohio Breakfast of Champions

Skyline Chilli

Mom's Bun Rieu

I'll have more pictures off of my DSLR soon. I hope everyone has a good rest of the week. I'll be returning back to New York tomorrow. CAN'T WAIT~~~ xoxo

as serious as your life

2011-05-09T10:35:00.011-04:00

One of the highlights of this week was Beth's birthday. We went to a place called Cowgirl in the West Village. It was also Cinco de Mayo. So there were plenty of crazies out there. HAPPYHAPPYBIRTHDAYTOBEFFF~~~~~

This feels like it's been the longest week of my life. I've had some crazy things happen, but I do not think that I can divulge via the interwebs. Long story short, I've had some ex drama. BUT there is also a Francisco that I currently spending probably far too much time with. He brought me flowers and Jeni's ice cream (the true way to my heart) because I was having such a rough day/entire week. We've had lots of fun shopping for menswear and eating a lot. What more can I ask for?

I hope that everyone had a lovely Mother's Day with their special ladies. I wasn't able to see my mother, but I am leaving for Ohio this Thursday evening to see her and celebrate her birthday. I will be returning next week to continue my week-long vacation on the beaches of New York (I hope it warms up by then) or whatever there is left to do around here (maybe some roller coasters or more foooood!). I have been awful at taking pictures, but I promise to return with lots of outfit updates and pretty pictures.

Francisco and I will be going to Chicago in July to see my favorite lesbian and the Pitchfork Music Festival. I'm excited because the last time I was there, I was only able to stay for a few hours and see my special lady for a little, but I think that we will be staying for the whole weekend and try to try some good restaurants and do some activities. If anyone has any good recommendations for Chicago, then please let me know! I know that I lived there for a year, but I was never able to do everything.

NERD ALERT!

Though I have not been as productive as I was hoping to be, schools and all, I'm pretty excited for this summer. I thought that I would only stay in New York for a year, but I'm enjoying myself a little more than I originally thought. There's always time for more.

Thanks to all the emails and support from everyone this week. All of a sudden, I miss everyone so much. LOVES!

runaway

2011-05-02T13:10:00.005-04:00

With summer approaching, my productivity has slowly but surely decreased. The thing I miss the most about being a student is the summer where you get to spend lazily drinking outdoors. Somehow I've still managed to fit that into my schedule. I am a little relieved that I've decided to apply for schools for fall next year. My essay writing is nothing but mediocre at this point. The GRE vocab flashcards have remained untouched. I am enjoying the sangrias and warm weather far too much. Things are never as serious as you think that are.

I've had some crazy new drama recently, but essentially, they are all truly white girl problems. I have my friends and happy hour, so everything is still all good!

Let's do a short week recap. Unfortunately I was able to capture anything that I wore well... When Becky or Jeff aren't around, I tend to forget (they are my biggest stalkers). This week I went to a gala the Municipal Art Society had for Diane Von Furstenberg. It was an open bar so I got a lot drunk.

H&M Garden Collection Dress, American Apparel pouch, Cole Haan heel (not pictured)

I also went on a double date with Beth and her boy. We had Peruvian food in Williamsburg at Chimu. It was really good. I also got a little drunkity drunk here. It was also Zach's birthday (also same time we found out about Bin Laden). I don't know if the order of all these pictures are correct but here they are anyways.

We look extra special here.... xoxo y'all... outfit pictures sooooooon!

spring happy hours

2011-04-21T11:02:00.003-04:00

I've been M.I.A. for a while, but it's only because the weather has been getting so nice and I've been keeping busy. I feel as though there is so much to do and the days aren't long enough. There also has to be more time for sleep. I'm going to try really hard to blog hardcore this summer! xoxo yall!

love and mathematics

2011-03-27T21:41:00.004-04:00

This is from one of my favorite movies. I don't know how much I believe it. I would like to think that we have more control over it than that... Love is a noble pursuit and I envy those who have found it. It's all so tragic and heart-wrenching but wonderful and great at the same time. Daniel and I have been having a tough two weeks but alas, it is the end. I cannot say that I am too mad about the whole situation. One thing that I am very happy about with the entire situation, is the way the entire thing was handled. I've gotten a lot better at dealing with conflicts and being more logical but empathetic. We both want different things right now, so there is nothing to do but move on. Nothing is as serious as I thought it would be in the aftermath.

in the flowers

2011-03-20T20:46:00.003-04:00

American Apparel top and disco pants, UO wedges

We made it to Ohio! Actually, I'm back in New York now, BUT we made it there and back. Ohio was pretty much the same as it always was. Though, it seems a little more deserted than usual. Of course I saw some old faces. Also, I went bowling for like the first time ever! I discovered that I am really bad at bowling. The balls are so freaking heavy and I kept breaking my nails and hurting my thumb and wrist. I know guys, I sound ridiculous, but BOWLING is hard y'all!

Random things I did in Ohio and on the drive:

-decided that NO STRINGS ATTACHED is one of the best albums ever
-helped my mom pick out some JEGGINGS--- and she bought them!
-also, mom managed to lost a pair of socks at the mall somehow
-learned some of the words to Taylor Swift's song
-FLEETWOOD MAC
-mom's food
-convinced Becky to dye her hair red

Hope everyone else had a lovely weekend!!

bloodbuzz ohio

2011-03-18T20:34:00.004-04:00

Ray Ban sunglasses, Uniqlo leather jacket, H&M sheer black blouse and pants, Steve Madden BLINGING oxfords

I get a three day weekend to go off to Ohio. Here I am being "bougie" with my iced coffee and Ray Ban sun GOGGLES! Actually I don't know how bougie you can be standing in front of some trash cans. After a full day of work, I will drive overnight directly to Ohio. It's going to be awesome (not really). As you can see, I am trying a lot harder to do more outfit updates (with the help of Becky).

XOXOXOXO

stomach song

2011-03-18T20:14:00.001-04:00

UO blouse, random sweater, Uniqlo shorts and tights, random from Japan boots

Last week before we left for Ohio, we had sushi and ice cream- Blue Marble! YUM! If you guys are ever in Brooklyn, you have to swing by there and try their ice cream. Honestly I don't even know why I am laughing so hard, maybe it's Becky's face.

shakespeare's sister

2011-03-16T22:39:00.004-04:00

Guess who's visiting during her spring break!? YEP, BECKY "BOUGIE" BUI (my not as cool sister)! She made some bougie chocolate chip cookies today. I know making cookies isn't bougie but getting the recipe from Smitten Kitchen is definitely bougie!

Unfortunately this has been one of the busiest work weeks ever. I guess it's not too unusual but I have been getting little sleep so I'm not so entertaining. The last few days have been surreal; I felt like I was coming in and out of a dream. Today was the first day where I was able to get over 4 hours of sleep. I forget how much I like sleep. This real world stuff is not so fun.

So after a seven-day-work week, I'll be driving to Ohio tomorrow night after work. We're spending only two days there, then we're heading back here. It's really short and I'm really only going so I can renew my license. I probably should take up a New York residency, but I hate committing to a home. I have issues. I'll have a longer vacation in May and maybe then I can do something more fun.

Okay, I'm off! xoxo

age of consent

2011-03-16T22:06:00.003-04:00

squash creme brulee

duck foie gras with steamed bun

Lobster risotto with black truffle shaving

So my birthday has passed (almost two weeks) and I have yet to develop that film. I decided to take pictures with a disposable camera. It gives me a sense of nostalgia. I went to dinner on that Friday at a new Japanese restaurant in the East Village called Yuka, and I went to wine, dinner at Graffiti, drinks at Heathers, and Fries at Pomme Frites in the East Village also with more friends. Everything was really fun and delicious and I'm very thankful to have such great friends treat me so well. They spoil me.

I also was very sad to hear the news of Japan. I was able to get in contact with everyone I know there and relieved to find out that they were all okay. Luckily Yamanashi is in a bowl surrounded by mountains, only experiencing earthquakes. If you have family there, I hope everyone is alright.

our faces split the coast in half

2011-03-04T12:39:00.006-05:00

You know when you are polishing your toe nails and use about 3+ coats. There comes a point when you have to put your shoes and you just don't know if they're ready. That's my problem right now, such white girl problems.

Well this weekend is my birthday, more like tomorrow. I have some plans and dinners with friends. I think that it will be a fun weekend, and I hope that I have a camera around to take pictures. I don't have too many thoughts on getting older, but when you reach that mid twenties point, you feel that you have to hurry and get things done. I think I've been like that for the past two years though. So, I've been doing a lot of researching on schools and such. I think I may try to apply either this year or the next.

Daniel and I are talking about perhaps a vacation together. I'm thinking somewhere with a beach. I mean, not that I would even touch the water, being that I can't swim and all, but it would be fun just to be in the sand and relax. I want to take one soon and use my vacation days because who knows how much longer I'll be employed or at my current job. If there are any cheap destinations (coming from New York), please let me know. Currently, I'm doing research on the Islands, Puerto Rico, and maybe any east coast beach.

Happy weekend y'all!

paper television

2011-02-24T17:28:00.003-05:00

H&M skirt, cropped sweater and blouse, Nixon Kensington watch

Today I was off day. So what did I do? I watched a lot of TV that I missed this week. SO productive... BUT this week's GLEE performance of Keisha was pretty good, AMIRITE?!

okay, let's talk about magic

2011-02-23T01:21:00.002-05:00

Short post about my new haircut and random video chats this week. So on Friday, I decided to "do or die" with my hair. I called my friend who works at John Dellaria salon, in Soho, and told her that I was stopping by. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my hair, but this is what the stylist and I came up with after our conversation. I think that I am still in a little shock of cutting it all off, but in the end, it's just hair.

Also video chatted with some of my favorite people this week. Don't worry you guys, these are their REAL faces.

cut your hair

2011-02-18T13:37:00.004-05:00

I'm currently listening to Pavement's "Cut you hair" for hair inspiration. I've been toying with the thought of chopping most of my hair off, and I think that today is the day. Since I've returned from Japan, I've done absolutely nothing to it but let it grow awkwardly to a frizzy mess. This has lead to my hair always being in a bun recently. Yesterday, I did a short-mock-hairstyle to test the waters and I think it'll be okay. Wish me luck y'all!

moment 4 life

2011-02-13T13:09:00.011-05:00

H&M onesie, scarf, and blazer, UO wedges, Michael Kors Watch, Uniqlo tights (with a toe hoe)

Yesterday Becky came to visit and we went out for brunch back at Petitie Abeille in Flatiron. C'est tres bonne!! Every time we walk into that place, the fresh waffle aroma attacks me. After eating we went to the Upper West Side to the American Museum of Natural History. My sister seems to enjoy all that science stuff. I took so many pictures. It's reminded me Night at the Museum because I was expecting everything to come alive and attack me. The trip to the museum did make me anxious for summer because it will be warm enough to go visit the zoo then.

After that we met up with Jeff to get some cookies! OMG guys!! Levain Bakery has the best cookies that I've ever tried. It was fresh and warm and gooey and melty and SOSO yummy! $4 for a cookie sounds a bit steep but it's totally worth it. Somehow we managed to go right through, but once we sat on our stool to enjoy for treats, the line was out the door and up the steps. It was so busy.

We walked around and spent too more money in Soho later. We had dinner at Mooncake Foods and decided to watch Somewhere (since I've been wanting to see it for so long). The movie was mediocre. It seems like I keep expecting for Sofia Coppola's films to be so good after loving Lost in Translation, but movie after movie she keeps disappointing. The only redeeming thing about this movie is probably Elle Fanning. She's pretty lovable.

After this movie experience we needed something sweet. There is this really popular place that everyone seems to really love called Rice to Riches. They have glorified rice pudding, but I don't think it's my thing. It was far too sweet and overrated. As you can see, Becky was not very satisfied with her Almond rice pudding.

That was pretty much our weekend. You can see by her face what a super fun time Becky had!

black and blue

2011-02-10T09:29:00.002-05:00

Current things I've been occupied with (in no particular order):
-this guy
-Fleetwood Mac
-work
-take-out
-work
-work

How do we manage to look super nerdy in every picture together? Nothing special or new to update on. I've been especially busy with work, being an adult and all. I've been having some really strange dreams recently. I wonder what that means. Today was my first day off in a week and I slept until 2pm. What a fatass! I know... BUT I was able to be somewhat productive and finally did my taxes for the first time by myself. Be proud of me.

Becky (my sister) is coming to visit tomorrow from Saratoga Springs, upstate NY. Be ready for tons of super fun pictures, kidding..? Definitely need to charge my camera though. I'm trying to think of a fun thing to do on Saturday. It will be her birthday this Thursday and I want to do something fun with her. She's turning 21! Can you believe that? It's kind of scary actually.

I hope everyone enjoys their weekend!

chinese translaion

2011-02-03T18:05:00.011-05:00

Happy Chinese New Year everyone, or to be PC (politically correct), Asian New Year... Today I had one of my interviews, but I do not like to talk about it because I feel like I'll jinx myself. Actually, I don't even think that I have anything positive to say about it. My nerves got to me, so to make myself feel better after it, I went shopping and spent money that I do not have. Things have been feeling a little off balance recently or I'm just feeling antsy. I think I get like this around this time of the year every year.

There has been some eventful days since I've last posted. I think that we endured some more storms here in New York, but I do not think these recent ones were nearly as bad as Chicago's. Looking out my window, I still see mounds of snow.

Recently Daniel and I went to see a preview of the new Spider Man musical: Turn off the Dark. Honestly, it was pretty bad. The set was amazing, but it was lacking in acting, plot, story, music... basically, the things that make a good musical! I'm glad that I got the opportunity to see it though.

We also watched Ponyo, a Ghibli film by the wonderful Hayao Miyazaki. It was a very cute film, but not one of my favorites of his. I'm glad to see it because last spring, I was able to visit Ghibli Museum and see the animations for the film. Every time I watch a Studio Ghibli film, I'm reminded of how different Disney films are. Americans grow up on such different cartoons.

I also watched a film based on one of Murakami's novel, Tony Takitani. I LOVE this movie. It's so sad yet so cute at the same time. I think that it also represents Murakami's writing style very accurately. The images and character match so well with what you would imagine a Murakami story would be like visually.
This past weekend, Daniel, Jeff, and I went to the MOMA. I don't think there were any good pictures of them. They suck. I had lots of fun though. It's always so fascinating to see the paintings or photographs that you studied about in your Art History text books. After that, I met up with other friends for drinks, and somehow, at the end of the night, I threw up dumplings. It was not pretty. I have to learn how to manage my alcohol better.

This weekend, I'll be super busy working and such. So there probably won't be many adventures, but I'm planning my next move (and by "planning" I mean only thinking about it- No action is taking place because I procrastinate and am lazy). I hope everyone is warm and safe wherever you are. #BLIZZARD2011

in between days

2011-01-24T11:55:00.002-05:00

This is a picture extensive post. I'm going to try to do a quick post of everything that I've done this past week that I can recall, usually I only remember things that I actually took pictures of... At some point in time, I remember getting Korean BBQ and Pinkberry for dessert. The funniest part of this for me is the comparison of Daniel's dessert versus mine. Look at all those chocolate chips, cookies, etc. What a fattie!

This weekend I hung out with a few people and I was able to watch the Green Hornet. It was pretty bad and it was in 3D. Jay Chou is a horrible actor and I find it really strange that Michel Gondry made this film. Then at some point during the weekend we went to eat with Jeff at Soba-ya. located in the East Village. I really didn't LOVE soba when I was living in Japan, but since I've returned to the states, I've had weird craving for different types of Japanese food.

We also went to go see Billy Elliot on Broadway. It was my first experience seeing a Broadway show. It's part of the "New York experience" so I have to see whatever I get a chance to see. I really enjoyed it. It was as lame and cheesy as I expected, but it was still super fun!

Tomorrow I'm going to go see the Spider Man musical, Turn off the Dark. There has been a lot of news, controversy, and jokes about this musical. The show has been heavily financially -invested in and critics are calling it a disaster. Many of the actors have been injured while rehearsing, but I want to see what all the fuss is about.

Daniel also cut his hair! YAY! Though, he still looks pretty nerdy. It's okay though because I'm the epitome of nerdiness in these pictures.

There has been a lack of outfit posts and I will try to get on that. This weekend looks promising and quite busy. There will be lots to update on. I hope everyone else has a good rest of the week!

XOXO

periodically triple or double

2011-01-16T23:00:00.005-05:00

The weekend seemed to fly by. Yesterday Daniel and I went on a double date with Jeff and his new girl (I think). She's cute (#AMIRITE?!)! We went to Momofuku Noodle Bar and Momofuku Milk Bar for desserts. David Chang has a few Momofuku chains in the East Village, and I've been wanting to try them for a while. My favorite was definitely the same as everyone else- the pork buns! I also tried the crack pie and it was really rich and delicious. ALSO, why am I so YELLOW in this picture?!

Daniel and I also did a whole lot of shopping (MOSTLY for him though...). I really love helping other people shop, especially men's clothing. I feel that men's clothing is so much more classic and simple than women.

I also started a new author this weekend. I've been wanting to read Banana Yoshimoto, so I read her first English-translated novel, Kitchen. I pretty much finished the book in two days because I loved the story so much. I would definitely recommend it to everyone. Her stories are short and sweet, sad but hopeful.

"I realized that the world did not exist for my benefit. It followed that the ratio of pleasant and unpleasant things around me would not change. It wasn't up to me. It was clear that the best thing to do was to adopt a sort of muddled cheerfulness."
-Banana Yoshimoto, Kitchen

no questions asked

2011-01-10T00:09:00.006-05:00

American Apparel wool cape, riding pants, wool beret, and medium leather carry-all pouch, Random from Japan boots, J Crew scarf

It was another cold day this weekend. My day was not too exciting, BUT I did get to get a lot of good food-- Viet, Ten Ren, and Caracas! I helped Jeff pick out a lot of clothes today and yesterday. I think that I should think about being a personal stylist. There was also a lot of coffee and espresso today.

I'm still loving this AA cape! It's really doing the job this winter. Thinking about the warm is making me antsy though! BUT I do not look forward to the humidity in New York. I wonder if I will still be here when fall comes. My usually expiration date for a city is about one year. I hope everyone had a great weekend!

as long as you follow

2011-01-08T21:26:00.004-05:00

Random from Osaka Earmuffs, American Apparel cape, J Crew scarf, Tommy Hilfiger leather gloves, Zara pants, UO booties,
Underneath: Zara blazer, Uniqlo Shirt

It's been a while. The holidays have passed. So many things going on to blog about. Some of my latest obsessions include: Fleetwood Mac, Lil Wayne, eating out, and disappearing.

During the blizzard week, I had a pretty horrible week, but this past week has gotten much better. I am semi-actively going on new job searches. I'm not saying completely actively because my indifference will be the end of me. These last two days have been my off days. I forgot how nice it's been to have the weekends off. New York has been pretty cold, especially today. I'm glad that my American Apparel wool cape arrived this week because it's pretty sufficient in this winter weather. There has been layers upon layers of clothing to keep warm. I think that I still want to get a parka. I've spent some time exploring the sale items for the winter collections and the menswear sections. I cannot completely explain my fascination with menswear, but I always walk through the men's section of every store.

I wish I had more interesting stories to tell you guys because it's been an eventful week, maybe next time!

xoxo!

the cold swedish winter

2010-12-26T17:30:00.003-05:00

Today was the first real snow of New York City. We have a blizzard warning and the rents' flight back home to Ohio got canceled. They are snowed in until Tuesday. Though that does suck, I really do like how the snow looks outside my window. It's so pretty and white. I've still been searching for the perfect warm parka, BUT everything that I want that is all sold out. SADFACE.

Anyways, it was difficult to take many pictures because the snow and wind was attacking us as we were walking. We had dim sum at the Golden Unicorn. It was good and pretty busy for such a cold day. I am still surprised when I go out in the city in this kind of weather and still see people roaming around. I've learned from my parents' visit that they are not ideal New Yorkers, and I'm pretty sure that they cannot wait to return to Ohio.

SO many LAYERS, Uniqlo Heat Tech tights, leggings, and socks, Cheap Monday Jeans, Uniqlo checkered Men's Flannel, Random from Japan toggle coat, Gifted for XMAS scarf, American Apparel wool beret, Pendleton messenger bag, UO leather gloves, Micheal Kors gold watch

christmas at the zoo

2010-12-26T17:22:00.003-05:00

For Christmas I woke up super late, after working on the eve and staying awake for 24 hours (it's been a while y'all). I started off the day with some Jeni's Brown Butter Almond Brittle ice cream that Bex picked up for me at Dean and Deluca. It's no Lime Cardamom but it's pretty delish! this year we had the traditional dinner of Pho, of course. We sat around and watched a bad cooking show marathon and INTERVENTION. Nothing says Christmas like drug addicts. Becky also won a game of Jenga against Jeff. The Bainbridges joined us and fixed some stools. There was some deep conversations going on...

right above it

2010-12-24T23:23:00.004-05:00

So everyone had been here the past few days. Busy busy y'all! It's been really cold in New York so walking around all day in the city is not the most pleasant thing right now, but it's still been fun. Thursday was packed with Chinatown explosions, and I worked Christmas Eve, but came home to a LOBSTER dinner. It was nice to come home to a home cooked meal that I didn't have to cook... that doesn't happen very often. I didn't really take many pictures, but maybe I will take some more tomorrow during the Christmas dinner. It's going to all the rage, everyone will be there (sarcasm?). No, but seriously, it'll be super yummy. My mother will be cooking.

Mother's lobster y'all

i am not a human being

2010-12-21T12:40:00.003-05:00

Yesterday night we went to an izakaya in the East Village (it's super good, but I can never remember the name....) and for dessert, we got bubble tea and bubble waffle at TKettle. The bubble waffle was a little odd but interesting. Also, this is my face always, and this is Becky's face always.

black and white unite

2010-12-16T12:40:00.002-05:00

Zara blazer, Uniglo blouse, H&M pants, UO booties

Yesterday I was channeling my inner 90's boy when I went to work. I've always wanted to be a guy, hint the androgynous look. I'm paler than usually because of the winter but I dig the sickly thin boy look. I love LOVE love when guys wear there hair like this, really short on the sides and higher on top--- so 90210, #AMIRYTE?

Happy Thursday Y'ALL. Also, ALLAN is home for the holidays--- and BEXX is coming this weekend. It'll be super!

all my friends

2010-12-15T01:13:00.005-05:00

American Apparel riding pants and fisherman sweater and cotton nail polish, Uniqlo men's socks and oxford shirt, H&M blazer, Random from Japan boots

Today was definitely the coldest day this winter, in the low 20s. Thank gawd that we do not have snow yet though. I've read that the midwest had a blizzard of sorts (I hope you guys are keeping warm)! As it gets colder, the layers multiply. Today I had a pair of heat-tech tights from Uniqlo on underneath my AA riding pants. Those heat-tech items from Uniqlo really do work well. I'd definitely recommend them for this cold winter. My new AA sweater is so warm. I've worn it so much to work. Also, did you notice how messy my room is? I tried to clean it in one of my pictures (so obvious, haha).

There are some visitors coming here soon. I'm pretty excited to see everyone and take a break from work. A break is actually only 3 days (one including Christmas), but I will take whatever I can get! I'm excited for my parents to come because I want my mother to cook for me. *droool** Can you believe that there are only 10 days left until Christmas?! Crazy.

I've decided to send cookie to some of my friends for the holidays. I really hope that this doesn't ruin the surprise for my friends who read this blog. I love baking cookies because I love eating them afterward. I've been pondering what types of cookies I wanted to make, and I think that I made the best variety. I've been browsing and going through many recipe books (we have an overload of cookbooks here in the apartment), but I found most of my recipes from Smitten Kitchen. She had adapted every recipe, from Martha to Ina. It was a perfect discovery! I've added some fruitiness with my Key Lime Meltaways, the classic Chocolate Chip cookie, something salty with my Crisp Salted Oatmeal White Chocolate cookie, and something festive with the Chocolate Peppermint Pinwheel cookies. I hope that everyone will enjoy these and they taste super yummy. Click on the cookies for the recipes!

Key Lime Meltaways

Walnut Chocolate Chip Cookie

Chocolate Peppermint Pinwheel Cookie

Crisp Salted Oatmeal White Chocolate Cookie

the only thing we have on is the radio

2010-12-11T22:32:00.012-05:00

I've come to realize that within the past year, my posts have become nothing but a very vague and non personal relationship. For the most part, I'm okay with that because being too personal in the public seems far too vulnerable to me and I hate posting "things that I like" because most of the time I feel that it's like declaring that these short quotes and images is who I am. I feel that sometimes people try far too hard to establish some kind of internet identity like proving something. So I guess that's why I've been just going through brief descriptions of just my day. Most of the things we do are so insignificant in the end. But hey, this is a great opportunity to get personal because I rarely do. I feel that my interest/likes/thoughts/etc are pretty boring, but if you decide to continue to read then beware!

I've always really been into Menswear and recently, I miss having a boyfriend because I get to dress him up. When you think about things of that nature, you start rehashing and thinking of things from your past. Exes come in and out, and my detailed memories have faded to vague ones. These feelings come and go but naturally, we still move on with our lives.

I also miss taking pictures with my camera. I think that once the holiday season is over I will bring out the film and start again. Embrace the sights and details of New York while I'm here (because who knows how long before I move onto another place). I've been studying French on my days off as often as I can. This week was a busy week and I was able to see some old friends and new.

One thing I was able to do this week was watch the Black Swan. I really do love Natalie Portman; there is something so adorable and cute about her. Basically I have a big lesbo-crush on here, like every other girl. The costumes in the movie were by Rodarte and they were AH-MAH-ZING! I would recommend the movie to everyone. Just see it for fun!

Another one of my guilty pleasures this year has been the Top 40. Let's be real guys, that stuff is really catchy and it doesn't feel so forced. Of course I love whatever Pitchfork likes, but this Drake guy really gets me when he is singing to Rihanna. Haha. This shit is dope y'all.

wait for the wintertime

2010-12-07T21:40:00.006-05:00

This week the temperature suddenly dropped and it became really cold. I'm not at all prepared for this winter. While walking out the other night to meet up with someone, I realized that I was not dressed accordingly and needed much more layers. I think I got rid of all my "warm" winter clothes after leaving Chicago and leaving them in Japan because I really did not have to use it at all while in Japan. It was cold; there is no insulation, but it wasn't as cold as Chicago at all. Granted, I don't feel that New York is as cold as Chicago either (at least, not yet).

With the holidays coming so quickly, I really haven't had the time to enjoy it. Honestly, working in retail just makes me look forward to the day that the New Year comes and the holidays are over. I remember last year looking forward to Christmas, but being in Japan, it was a totally different type of holiday than in the states. Christmas was more of a holiday for couples and KFC. Yeah, Kentucky Fried Chicken!

Recently this month, I've been really busy at work, but to keep myself sane, I've been reading a new book every week, watching at least one movie a week, and studying some French on my off days. Shopping also keeps me keep calm too.

mr. november

2010-11-30T22:40:00.006-05:00

H&M tank, scarf, and blazer, American Apparel disco pants, Jeffery Campbell knee high boots

It's so strange to have two days off in a row. Yesterday was a complete lazy day filled with loads and loads of laundry. Also, a lot of online and real life shopping. By the way, can I tell you how much more awesome Cyber Monday is than Black Friday! I love it! Today I baked the rest of my cookies: Cream Cheese Walnut Cookies. I got the recipe from Martha (my roomies' books). I went to the East Village for some coffee and reads. I went to get Arepas and some cupcakes (not as good as Sugar Sweet Sunshine) at the Little Cupcake Bakery in Soho.

I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving. I spent my Turkey Day with these people (one person is missing via he was taking out the trash). We're all hot and sweaty because we were baking a huge turkey. It was the first Thanksgiving meal that I've had to prepare and like most people, I got WAY too much food. A 16 pound turkey for 5 people? Mistake. Now I know.

I can't believe that it's the last day of November. This year is flying by far too quickly. I hope to be able to write much more after the holidays are over. Hello December!

gurl tawk awl dai

2010-11-23T15:09:00.005-05:00

Topshop sweater, H&M dress, Urban Outfitters booties, Random from Japan tights (tutanna), Casio digital watch

Usually I'm not really into patterned things (graphic tees, prints, etc), I really like the simplicity and minimalism of clothes, grays, blacks, whites, beige, basically most non-bright solids, BUT I found these tights at a socks/tights/all leg-related-things store called Tutanna in Japan and I loved the Little Red Riding Hood pattern. CUTE! Also, look at my HUGE forehead...

Tonight, my sister and her friends are coming into town for Thanksgiving and we will prepare for the holiday week/weekend. I don't think that I will be around for most of it, BUSY BUSY! So basically my apartment will be a temporary dorm for these kids. I don't mind as long as they're ready to cook some turkey!

I'm getting ready to head out and finish my book and probably purchase a new one, maybe even do a little of shopping in Soho. xoxo

bits and pieces

2010-11-16T16:22:00.006-05:00

Random from Japan Jacket, H&M scarf, sweater, skirt, LL bean boots

An off-day finally! Errands seem to run my life on these days, but fortunately I did manage to start a new book and enjoy some espresso at Think. I finished my Murakami book way too fast and after reading four of his books in a row, I decided to switch to a new author. Chabon's The Mystery of Pittsburgh. It's a weird transition because I've gotten so used to reading Murakami's style and settings but I like the book so far.

It's supposed to rain here in New York. I was waiting all day for it to rain and it finally started to pour after a late dinner. Good thing I wore my LL Bean boots and grabbed my umbrella. I really like these boots because they are so warm and rugged. We ate at the always-packed Joe's Shanghai. By the way, the soup dumplings there are to die for! I've been craving them all week. After dinner we got some hot bubble tea at Ten Ren Tea, my favorite boba ever (sorry to my former #1 Pochi Tea in Columbus, Ohio)!

Also, I had fun with photobooth while blogging. Silly! When I start typing for too long, I start pondering who actually cares about my trivial day... thanks for reading anyways! XOXO

guy's eyes

2010-11-10T23:38:00.005-05:00

Life has been a hectic mess recently and I think that that I've been losing my mind. In 24 hours I've managed to lose my approval card for work and my debit card (both at work but at different times) and locked myself out on my day off (sans house keys, car keys, metro card, and credit card-- no money). I am a complete mess, BUT today I did manage to run some errands like get my new glasses, Ray Ban ClubMasters. Yay for vision!

I watched Woody Allen's most recent film, You Will Meet a Tall Dark Stranger but unfortunately, like most of his most recent films, I was very disappointed. The film, the storyline, the characters all seem so insignificant and less than effective.

Photo via Paris Vs NYC

The highlight of my day was reading Murakami's Dance Dance Dance. I'm really taken by this author and his consistent theme of isolation and awkwardness in his characters. I also finally ate at Mooncake Foods in Soho. I've been wanting to eat there for a while. I had the Miso Glazed Salmon; it was really good and inexpensive. I would definitely recommend it. After that, for dessert, I had Sugar Sweet Sunshine's lemon cupcake with lemon buttercream icing. I think I want my next cake to be from there. It's so delicious. Sorry about the excessive dribble about my day, but it's rare that I get a full day to enjoy myself, so I had to share!

xoxo

halloween on the barbary coast

2010-10-31T23:56:00.005-04:00

American Apparel disco pants and laptop bag, Uniqlo leather jacket, H&M scarf and booties

I hope that everyone had a great Halloween. Unfortunately, I don't remember being into Halloween (or any holiday really). Maybe I just don't like dressing up or putting effort in costumes. I guess I don't really "get" the desire to be something or someone else, but I do understand that it's all in good fun. BUT I hope everyone else is enjoying themselves!

To make up for my lack of enthusiasm for this weekend, I did watch some bad horror movies and I did make an attempt to go to the West Village to see the big Halloween parade. When I got there, I was annoyed by the overwhelming amount of people, so I left. Halloween falling on a Sunday this year is like an excuse for everyone to pull it out all weekend. I'm glad to see that October is coming to an end. It hasn't been horrible, but I'm just ready to move on.

the past and pending

2010-10-29T12:47:00.004-04:00

Uniqlo men's flannel shirt

I've been in a little M.I.A. in the world of social media/networking/whatever we call these things. Yesterday was my first day off in two weeks. I've been too busy to even stop and think, but I think things will calm down after the holidays, so about next year. I'm thinking about taking a class online. There's a long list of more things to do when next week comes. I relish in the days that I don't have to wake up early and trek to work, days that are blank, days that I can read, days that I can put my favorite songs on, days like this picture.

New York has been what I was expecting. Autumn is peeping in and jackets are worn. The leaves outside my window are mustard and scarce. You can see the sadness of the approaching winter in people's eyes. Days are on repeat. We have to remind ourselves to stop and bask in the glory of the city.

I've been missing everyone and forgetting everyone.

My Cosmic Autumn Rebellion (The Inner Life As Blazing Shield Of Defiance And Optimism As Celestial Spear Of Action)

2010-10-10T03:20:00.004-04:00

Topshop sweater, H&M skirt, Pendleton messenger bag, Random from Japan boots

I am in love with this skirt and it's massive pockets. This has been my first weekend off in a long time. Fall is finally here in New York. I've been reading a lot. I am in a deep deep love with Murakami. I am tired all the time. We're always on the go here. Maybe I will hibernate when winter comes.

loaded

2010-09-28T22:34:00.010-04:00

Topshop dress

This is a loaded entry. Lately, I've been wearing my hair in a high bun often. My hair has been a mess and in an awkward stage of growing out so I love just pulling it up and out of my face. I've been really busy with work, reading, music, shows, films, friends, lovers, thoughts etc. recently.

Most of my days have been spent at work, trying to learn every aspect of merchandising and visuals of a retailer, and after work, I would go out to do as much as I can in the city. I know that I do not want to stay where I am forever and that I should use the opportunity to gain experience and save some money (that's the tough part). My thoughts on my commute always drain me by the time I get to work. I think about how quickly I want to learn everything so that I can be the best, so that I can go on to the next step. I know exactly what role I want to play but I know that I want to be in the business aspect of fashion.

This leads to my thoughts. I've been doing research on all the possibilities of schools that I want to apply for. Most graduate programs are about a year. My heart has been set on a school in New York for the longest time, but recently, I've been feeling like an outsider. I want to go abroad again. Americans make me feel so sad in so many ways. As an observer in a foreign country, it's a lot more easier to be accepting of others because then, you really are an outsider. I've been looking at programs in Paris, Shanghai, Italy, and London. I also wouldn't be against going back to Japan eventually.

It used to be that when you asked me where I would want to go, the answer was always New York. It was automatic. There was no thought necessary. There is no where else in the US I can belong or fit in. But the world is so much bigger. There is so much more than New York. I love it so much and still enjoy the exploring and conquering, but I find it too easy and do not get as excited. The thought of being here excited me so much, but once I grow comfortable of an area, it bores me. Now when I think about it, I think that I will want another adventure soon. So I must do what I must do to move onto the next step. Until then, I will be here in NYC indefinitely and happy with it.

When I am on that R train riding to the city, I think about how much I dream. I dream so much about the person I want to be. I dream about my past. I dream about my future. I'm still learning to live for today. There is a sadness about all of us and we're just searching for that thing that fills us.

"Happiness is an allegory, unhappiness a story."
— Haruki Murakami (Kafka on the Shore)

updates

2010-09-21T00:07:00.003-04:00

1. I've done a lot of fashion-related things, including the best outfits recently, but New York is busy busy busy guys. While my life here is always on the go, it's not the same slow pace as the countryside of Japan. It's like my weekends in Tokyo, exhausting with lots of high heels. Things are exciting and fresh! Wish I could talk about it more.

2. I am always tired and searching for the nearest coffee shop (or where ever they have caffeine). I'm not used to these early morning and late nights. The plus of this is discovering all the cafes in any or most neighborhoods that I've entered. Thank GAWD for the iPhone! Who needs at least 6 hours of sleep anyways? Am I right?

3. Work, work, work. This has really forced me to put my future in perspective and open up to all the possibilities. Taking chances with nothing to lose is all I got to work with. I'm paying my dues in New York. I'm looking to studying abroad or maybe just saving some money and moving to Paris. Parlez-vous francais?

xoxo guys

this book is a movie

2010-09-12T23:36:00.004-04:00

H&M blouse and blazer, American Apparel lace body suit, UO booties, F21 shorts and wallet

It was raining today in New York, but I enjoy the cooler weather. I'm excited for all the blazers and light jackets of the fall season. Now I am in search of some fall boots. I'm very excited for the fall collection I've been seeing. I fall in love with almost every item I see; it's pretty bad.

Today I watched Scott Pilgrim VS the World. I actually kind of don't like Micheal Cera because I feel like he is usually just playing himself in most, if not ALL, of his films, but I think that this movie was pretty good. It's cute and funny, and it doesn't take itself so seriously. Sometimes it's good to turn your brain off and enjoy!

black flower

2010-09-11T23:23:00.006-04:00

TopShop black dress, H&M booties, vintage belt

The other day I went out to Fashion's Night out. It was great to see a night where everyone looked so great and was walking around in heels. I love it when everyone else dresses up! I like seeing everyone's personal style and some of the outrageous outfits. I can't wait for more of this and this kind of stuff makes living in New York exciting.

Tonight I wore a black dress to go out for some dinner. I just got off of work and was hot so I put my hair in a side bun. I have to do this because the other side of my hair is still growing out and it's in an odd transition phase. Black long flowing dresses were really popular this summer and early spring, but I think that they are the perfect transition for the fall season. They are simple yet sexy, make you look tall, and you can add something as simple as red lips to make the outfit pop. NYTimes wrote a great article on the black maxi early this summer, predicting it would be a great fashion piece, and I think they were right! I know that I will be wearing my black dresses all throughout fall.

Fashion's Night Out: American Apparel Disco Pants, H&M sheer blouse, Urban Outfitters blazer, H&M heels

birdland

2010-09-06T21:48:00.004-04:00

Akira dress, Vintage boots

A few days ago, I went to the park and ate some Banh Mi from Banh Mi Saigon. If you ever want something cheap, good, and fast, I'd definitely recommend it. I fed my little pieces of broken bread to the birdies.
Today was my first day of work. Although I did not do much, I am really tired. I don't think that I am used to waking up early yet; I'm going to have to find a coffee shop near work asap. Also, I'm thinking about buying a car.

tiny paintings

2010-09-05T00:52:00.005-04:00

Uniqlo oxford shirt, American Apparel shorts and tank, Vintage belt, Vintage Dooney and Bourke purse, Keds white Champions

Yesterday was my sister's last day in New York. We stayed up pretty late the night before playing video games, so we woke up late. It was a jammed pack day. We started the day with some of the best soup dumplings I've ever had at Joe's Ginger in Chinatown. I wanted to take some pictures but they were so good we gobbled them down without even thinking about anything else. Joe's Shanghai is the original, so if you're ever in town, I really recommend it! Then we went to Central Park because it was such a beautiful day. Our original plan was to go to the zoo, but we ended up at the Met Museum which was really fun. This museum is far too large to see everything. My favorite pieces are the ballerinas by Degas. Also, these are my new white Keds I won a while back. I hope that I can keep them this clean! They sent me $250 worth of Keds; that a whole lot of KEDS y'all!

After all that we went out for sushi, had Blue Marble ice cream (yummy), and more Sugar Sweet Sunshine cupcakes, except this time we bought a boxful. I feel like all I do now is eat and shop. I guess I do have to take advantage of the nice weather and explore as much of the city's food as I can. Here are some cuties we picked up in Chinatown!

glittering clouds

2010-09-04T02:29:00.004-04:00

American Apparel disco pants, H&M lace cream top, Dooney and Bourke vintage purse, Steven (by Steve Madden) gold Oxfords

My sister is still in the city for the labor day weekend. I think we've pretty much spent most of the time eating. We stopped by Sugar Sweet Sunshine for some cupcakes after some lunch. After trying most, if not all, of the cupcakes there, I think that I have to declare that the Lemon cupcakes are my favorite. You can't bet the price for $1.50 a cupcake. Plus, it's SO GOOD! We spent most of the day wondering around and shopping. Then we played Mario for most of the night. We're so cool (not really).

you're my only home

2010-09-04T01:16:00.005-04:00

American Apparel skirt, Vintage belt, Random tank

This past weekend I went home to Ohio for a visit. I frequented all the cafes in Dayton, Ohio and avoided interaction with familiar faces, makes for awkward conversations. I found out that my parents really like to go fishing. I joined in on the action and with my first throw, I threw the hook onto the tree branches above me. I don't think think that I am much of a fisherman.

I was able to see some old friends like Bryan, Liz, and I took a trip to Chicago and visited Maite. Everyone is still pretty much the same and it was really great to see old friends and familiar faces. Everything runs a much more slower pace in the Midwest than here. Though I was there for a while, I don't really feel like I did much.

Becky and I drove back to the city because she is heading back to school and I am starting work soon. We had some car problems, but the scenery in Pennsylvania made up for it.

hard times in new york

2010-08-25T09:29:00.006-04:00

American Apparel black Disco pants and purple laptop bag, UNIQLO men's oxford shirt, Urban Outfitters blazer, tank, and lace bra, H&M booties, Micheal Kors watch, MAC Russian Red lips

... well, not really. Yesterday after my errands, I went out for a late Vietnamese lunch in Chinatown and Sugar Sweet Sunshine for dessert. I cannot even explain how delicious these cupcakes are. Not only are they soooo good, but they are the cheapest cupcakes in Manhattan (~$1.25)! I become really happy after eating one. Everyone who ever visits New York has to try this place. It's around the Lower East Side, where all the cool kids hang out anyways, so you'll already be there! RIGHT?!

After that I met up with an old friend to reminisce and catch up. We went to the Cake-Shop for some wine and The Living Room for dinner and more drinks. I really like the Lower East Side area. There seems to be quite a few good places to hang out and it seems casually busy. It also really helped that it was the best cool pre-autumn weather today, perfect for layering. I'm excited for autumn to arrive and to explore the city some more.

I've also purchased a lot of men's shirts recently. This one is from Uniqlo. I really like the loose over-sized look of the men's dress shirts compared to the women's. I might have to go back and purchase some more...

Also, I am in dire need of a hair cutssss.

XOXO Y'ALLLLLLL!

get busy

2010-08-24T00:06:00.004-04:00

American Apparel boat neck striped dress and corduroy shorts, Vintage belt, Sperry Topsiders, Micheal Kors Watch

Earlier today I was super productive, cleaning, doing laundry, running errands. Days like these seem long and keeps you busy. There is still so much to do before an apartment feels like a home, even to make a new city your home. The area where we live is pretty industrial. I'm still getting used to some of the random early morning noises.

rain king

2010-08-23T01:11:00.003-04:00

Uniqlo blouse, American Apparel lacy body suit and laptop bag, Random from Japan boots

Yesterday was my last day at UNIQLO, so I was really excited to have the day/rest of the week off. I went to Williamsburg to eat an early dinner/super late lunch at Caracas. The original location is in the East Village, I went there a long long time ago in high school. They have Venezuelan food, especially famous for the Arepas. I had the Sweet Plantain, Avocado, and Cheese Arepa. It's really delicious and I would recommend it to everyone.

Unfortunately it was raining so I did not get to enjoy the beginning of my mini-vacay. I hope the rest of the week is nicer. I was also thinking of getting a new little portable camera to carry around, but the new iPhone takes really clear pictures. I'm leaving for Ohio on Friday and am going to try to enjoy New York the rest of this week and maybe try to update tons?

Also, that California Girls song is always in my head. This is annoying #amiRYTE?!

xoxo

i was never young

2010-08-17T00:58:00.005-04:00

Zara shorts and tee

Today I went to get some paperwork for my new job. Then I went to the cafe to do some reading, but on my way home, I got caught in the poring rain. At least I took a pre-drenched outfit shot. I've been doing a lot of online browsing for apartment stuff. I love shopping to decorate, but I haven't put anything up on my walls yet. I have a ridiculous imagination on what I want my room to look like. Hopefully it will be done by next month. Right now the walls are plain and white, but it's good for these outfit shots. #amiRYTE?

Also, look how dark I am. I am so over summer. Ready for fall and fall clothing!

this devil's workday

2010-08-16T01:10:00.004-04:00

UNIQLO Men's Flannel, old skirt

MAC Russian Red Lips

American Apparel Cotton Nail Polish, Micheal Kors Watch

I definitely have not taken a signal outfit out since I left Japan. Not much has change except for the fact that my hair is longer and it was freaking hot here in NYC (record breaking heat y'all). So I don't think that anyone really looked pretty here. One of my most exciting gifts is this Micheal Kors watch from Jeff. I love it. Now I don't have to constantly look at my iPhone. My wrist looks anorexic here (and in real life). My hair is a mess and will need to be fixed when I figure out what I want to do with it. I'm growing out my shaved side, bye bye rebellion~~

I'm just starting to decorate my room. I have a "vintage-inspired" them. This is Allan's old dresser that he was going to through out, so I thought that it would be fun to paint it and use it. It was a light oak brown before. I'll have a full room shot when everything is complete.

I'm going back to Ohio soon to see my parents. I haven't seen them in over a year! I'm pretyt excited to go home and visit. It's a drastic change to move from a quite Japanese town to loud and harsh New York City. I still feel like a foreigner here at times, but I am still adjusting.

north american scum

2010-08-16T00:09:00.005-04:00

Get ready for an explosion of pictures and a huge update. So to start my trip back to the US, I went to the wrong airport in Tokyo. I did NOT know that there were more than one airport in Tokyo, but I guess I know now. I was freaking out and had to pay loads of unnecessary money to catch another flight. It was absolutely choatic and there were several times that I had burst into tears. My mother also went to the ER the same day (she's okay now after some surgery and 6 weeks off).

I finally arrive to JFK and my friend picked me up. I was jet lagged for a good amount of time. I found a "Sales/Marketing" job by the second day in New York but I did not like it after shadowing them for a day so I never returned. After 2-3 weeks of constant interviews and stressing I found a job at UNIQLO in Soho, but then after about a month of working there, I decided that I have to move towards something with more of a guarantee. I'm still working there and just gave my two weeks notice. It's a great company, but I do not want to wait around to see what happens.

Also, my friend had bed bugs and I stayed in her room/bed while she was away for like a month and I got bitten all over. I didn't figure it out until it was too late and they bit me all over! I hope that these bites go away.

I've been having quite an adventure, spending time with friends that I haven't seen in so long. Here are some of the things that we did that I actually took pictures of~~

For the 4th, Allan made a FLAG cake. It was pretty, yummy, and so patriotic. The fireworks did not compare to the cake.

Malcolm and Allan also cook a lot. This picture is typically of what happens in the house (btw, this is at the new apartment that we just moved into this month, more pictures to come when we are finished decorating), Britney is on his iPhone and Malcolm is doing all the work. This night we had steak, spinach casserole and a arugula salad.

I also went berry picking with Beth in upstate New York recently. Unfortunately, the raspberries and blackberries weren't ready, so we just got blueberries. It was still fun but I was sweating pretty badly. I think that I really do enjoy picking fruits. You can munch on them!

Since we've moved into the new apartment, I really do want to try to cook more often. Jeff recently just moved out to New York as well. We've been trying to explore together and he's helped me with the "heavy stuff." We made Turkey sausage Lasagna and a blueberry pie. It was pretty delicious, but we also got some Juniors Cheesecake, which I think is pushing it and excessive.

I'm officially settled in and will be posting much more! I hope everyone else had a good summer!

will be back asap

2010-08-15T02:11:00.002-04:00

I've been a really bad blogger recently. There had been an overwhelming amount of changes. I will be back with pictures and updates as soon as I can. Please stay tuned!

a horse is not a home

2010-06-30T03:18:00.002-04:00

good things end

2010-06-26T04:58:00.002-04:00

My final week at work is almost over. I have one more day left on Monday and some Farewell Dinners to attend. There has been random outburst of tears from my manager and some kids' parents. It really touches me that they really care that much. It's going to be really sad to leave these adorable faces. It's all so surreal to me right now. I hasn't really hit me that I won't be living in Japan this time next week. The next steps to my life all seems like a distant dream.

There are big things happening right now.

in the flowers

2010-06-22T02:07:00.002-04:00

Taipei Shijin Night Market floral lace tank and UO lace bra (in all photos)
1. H&M Garden Collection shorts, Sam Eldeman gold oxfords from Anthropologie
2. UO boyfriend blazer, H&M pants and shoes
3. AE DIY cut off shorts, Taipei Shijin Night Market booties

I got this floral lace tank in Taiwan, one of my many purchases there. I really liked it because there are so many different ways that I can style it. It also screams summer to me, the cream, the lace, the floral print. It's the perfect summer piece.

One more week until I go home to the US!!

we are the sleepyheads

2010-06-21T00:13:00.005-04:00

H&M over-sized top, American Apparel skirt, Harajuku Daiso tights, Taipei Shijin Night Market shoes, Shibuya 109 headband

I've realized that I get a lot of sleep and rest here in Japan. There's not much pressure to do much. I just hang out with friends every once in a while and relax at home, but I am always feeling tired. I think that it's because I get too much sleep. Then there's the part where I do not really do much at work. It's going to be bitter sweet walking away from this when I don't really have to.

It's been really hot here (thanks god for air conditioning). The bike rides and walking to work has been pretty sweaty. So I had to pull my bangs back today and put it in a headband that I got from Shibuya 109. With my hair pulled back, I see how large my head really is. I got these shoes at the Taipei Shijin Night market and I've been wearing them everyday. I really love them.

Today at work I will meet my replacement. I wonder what she'll be like...

Stay cool!
xoxo

colors and the kids

2010-06-20T07:14:00.003-04:00

Today was finally the day of the Hamburger Party. We ate lots of food and played fun games like Pass the Ring with a Pockey stick and Balloon Pop (where you try to pop others' balloons). I think that the kids had a lot of fun. I'm going to miss these kids.

I hung out with Diana and Ian today. I will also miss my friends in Japan. I have to try to have one more dinner with everyone before I leave. One more week of work and then farewell to Japan. I look forward to seeing you all in the states!

summer teeth

2010-06-19T02:16:00.003-04:00

F21 tank, Express tee, AE cut off shorts, Random from Taiwanese Night Markets tights and booties, Random from Japan purse

The heat has been overwhelming here in Yamanashi. During the days, I arrive to work completely hot and sweaty and at night, the rain pours down when I get off of work. June and it's rainy season in Japan. I've been really hot and sweaty so I have become too lazy to even put on make-up. So here I am sans-make-up and avec sweat. I am squinting because I think sweat is dripping into my eyes. You're welcome for all this gross detail. I got these tights and shoes at the Night Market in Taiwan. I'm not really into animal prints but what the heck, it was only $1! I got this purse at a Japanese Department Store. I think I may go back to get more before I leave.

Today has been one of my slow days at work. It's been really busy since I've returned from Taiwan. There was so much we had to do to prepare for the Hamburger Party (BBQ) that we are having tomorrow. I'll take lots of pictures of all the cute kids. So today I've been applying to jobs since I don't have that many classes. Then I went shopping online because I had previously won $250 worth of merchandise from Keds and just now had the time to pick out what I wanted. I'm excited to get my shoes!

I have 11 more days until I leave Japan and return to the states, jobless and homeless. What fun! Seriously though, I'm pretty excited about all of this because I cannot wait to see my friends and family that I haven't seen in a year or more. I'm also excited to eat all the food that I wasn't able to eat here.

PARTY IN THE USA (via NYC)!

whattowear

2010-06-18T02:50:00.006-04:00

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we can do it softcore if you want but you should know i go both ways

2010-06-17T11:48:00.004-04:00

Via Wiener Models

Ever since the beginning of high school and my love of Bruce Weber and Herb Ritts, I've had a thing for homoerotic photography. How A&F of me...

cue the elephants

2010-06-17T00:20:00.005-04:00

I don't really like to wear jewelery because I think that it all looks silly on me, but I got these for my sister in Taiwan. This isn't the best picture of these. I really like the elephant earrings, super kawaii. I also got some blinging sandals for my mother. She likes the bling.

Stay tuned for more of my recent purchases.

i know where the summer goes

2010-06-16T03:55:00.006-04:00

The first day I arrived in Taiwan, I walked into the aftermath of a wedding. There was a lot of going with Jeff's family to do wedding-related things. I felt a little over whelmed by the heat. Jeff's family graciously welcomed me to their homes and were all so friendly. It's strange when you met people's family because you really see why they are the way they are.

I was really tired because I had to wake up at 3 am to get to the airport. I took many trains and buses. I battled my way through the tiredness to make it to the night markets that Taiwan is so famous for. This is by far one of my favorite things about this country. It's basically just shopping and street food. That's the best combination ever!

The next day it was raining really hard. I had a car tour of Tainan while the rain was pouring down. I joined his family for another post-wedding event, an 11-course dinner. I don't think that I've ever eaten that much food before. Some of the dishes were really strange, like this mango/duck/fish/mayo thing, but I really enjoyed the shark fin soup, especially the broth. Later we went to watch a movie that I will not mention because it was pretty horrible. Also, excuse my lack of make-up and sweat in all these photos.

On my last two days, we headed to Taipei, where we went to a National Palace Museum and the ShiLin Night Market (I hope I referenced that correctly). The museum has really beautiful architecture, but I cannot say that enjoyed the content as much. I would recommend it if you had an interest in Eastern Art and history though. I love love loved the night market in Taipei though! There was so much shopping that I wore myself out. I was so upset that I was so exhausted from the previous days that I did not have enough energy to shop some more. There were so many vendors and so much food that I did not get to try because I ate SOOOO much. We went through as many vendors as we can, but I did not manage to try all the Taiwanese food that I intended to. I guess that just means I have to make another trip in the future!

On my last day, we went to Taipei 101 before catching the plane, but I was too tired and felt too rushed to go to up the building. I'll just have to go up next time. Overall, the trip was enjoyable. It was nice to meet Jeff's family, but I wished that there was more time on our own and that I could have stayed a little longer.

Jeff and I fell right back like the last time we saw each other a month ago. Only time will tell how things end up when we return to the states. He left for the States today. I have exactly two more weeks in Japan. I am anxious and scared for whatever the future holds for me.

love and hugs

odessa

2010-06-10T03:24:00.002-04:00

American Apparel dress, H&M skirt, Urban Outfitters bra and booties, Random from Japan socks

It's been so hot in Japan lately. I think I feel it more so than I in the states because I bike and walk everywhere. Then I run around with 5 year old kids. I want to wear sheer tees and shorts all day. HEAT.

I'm counting the days until I go home to the states but with every day, I get more and more nervous. It's going to be so different. I've gotten pretty comfortable of my daily routine, but like everything else in my life, I tire of them quickly.

I need to pack for my trip tonight because I have yet to do that. I'm taking the bus tomorrow/super early Saturday to head to the airport and go to Taiwan. Not being able to speak Japanese or Mandarin is making a little nervous but hopefully my signing will help me get to my destination.

Wish me luck!

daily routine

2010-06-09T06:49:00.005-04:00

Have I ever told you that my favorite students are the young ones? This is Sae. Most of the time her mind is somewhere else. She is fascinated by the glue stick and dances with her reflection. I've experienced so many kids of all ages here. I've always liked kids, but most of the time, they scared me. I couldn't get them to play with me or not run away, but after teaching, I've realized how easy it is to get along with kids. I would definitely say that I am more comfortable with kids than the teenagers I teach. Teenagers are just so awkward, especially Japanese boys.

Two more weeks of teaching these kids and exactly three more weeks in Japan. Time is flying. I'm going to Taiwan this weekend. I want to see Taipei 101, the world's tallest building until this year. Please let me know any other recommendations in Taiwan!

love and hugs

things will never be the same again

2010-06-08T09:13:00.007-04:00

H&M Garden Collection shorts, H&M medicine bag, Urban Outfitters Blazer and lace bra, Express tee, Random from Japan polka dot socks and wedges

Yesterday I went out after work with friends to karaoke and dance hardcore to Justin Beiber (I'm going to say that that was due to the alcohol... errr... yeah), The Beach Boys and many other bad songs. Why is that kid's song so catchy? When I first arrived to Japan, I was really thrown off by karaoke, but now I've realized how much fun it can be with the right people. Friends, bad songs, dancing, you can't go wrong.

Today on my off day, I went to work for a "hamburger tasting," which is basically just eating burgers. We're having a Hamburger Party AKA BBQ at work for the kids. After that I shopped around a little and got a cute purse. There was so much more that I wanted, but it's going to have to wait until after Taiwan. Then I met up with some friends to run an errand and had dinner with them. Some drunk Japanese guys yelled "hot shorts" to me at the restaurant. I don't think that these shorts are really that short, but I guess I'm in countryside Yamanashi.

OH MY GOSH! Also, I could not sleep this morning because I was so excited to see the new iPhone! I CANNOT wait to pre-order it next week!!! I am a GEEK, I know.

hello, what's your name?

2010-06-07T18:16:00.002-04:00

Here is a taste of the kids I teach. Sometime they are exhausting, but they're still cute in a twisted bratty way.

Hello, what's your name? from linda bui on Vimeo.

my love is a fortress, my love is the louvre

2010-06-06T04:36:00.004-04:00

Urban Outfitters lace bra, H&M polka dot top, H&M Garden Collection shorts, Random from Japan socks and wedges

Yesterday I added some bling to my nails, copying my super cute sister. I got this polish from the Daiso shop in Harajuku. It's fun to polish and remove crazy colors when it's only $1. When I return to New York though, I want to stop and buy some of those pastel colors by American Apparel; they would be great for the summer. I love these shorts I got form H&M's Garden Collection. I just love the light pink, it's so summer. I got a dress in the same color for the wedding I was supposed to go to, but since I won't be able to make it, I need to find another excuse to wear that dress. How do you dress down a more formal dress? I'll have to post some ideas on here.

It was pretty hot today but it didn't rain, which is always pleasant because June is the rainy season in Yamanashi. When I dress like this here I always get looks, but it is the country side of Japan. It's just too hot though. I've been cooking a lot and eating lots of fruits, kind of proud of myself. Also, I have been listening to songs that I listened to a lot last (early) summer, which kind of makes me happy and sad at the same time. Happy because they are awesome songs (Grizzly Bear-Veckatimest and The Blow- Paper Television), but sad because it reminds me of my bedroom in Chicago. It was a dark dark time....

ANYWAYSSS, we had a sleepover the other day. we played games and I found out that I am kind of slutty, not really (errrrr...). I've never met such a variety of people and since living here, it's really opened my eyes.

Life's going and my Japan adventure is almost over.

Big things are happening....

wait for the summer

2010-06-04T00:20:00.005-04:00

DS Lite and Piggy Case from Akihabara, Panda change purse from Yokohoma, Walgreens contact case, floss, Burts Bees, Softbank cell phone, Urban Outfitters wallet, pen and planner from Shimokitazawa,

I've decided that I am going to try to blog everyday until I leave to go back to the US, so a month of constant updates is my goal. Tonight I am going to a sleepover (I'm 24 btw), and I had to pack some essentials. One of my favorite things about Japan is the change purses. Since I've been here I've collected quite a view different kinds. My most recent purchase was when I went to Yokohoma and got a Chinese Panda coin purse in Chinatown. These are some of the things I cannot live without, especially my Burt's Bees and floss.

It was a beautiful and sunny day in lovely Yamanashi. It's been really hot during the day and rainy in the evening. Hello rainy season!! June is flying by and I am booked with things to do, including going to work. Since working with so many kids, I've decided that my favorite are the 3-4 year old ones. They are exploding with KAWAII-ness.

HAPPY JUNE!!

deep blue sea

2010-06-03T06:37:00.008-04:00

1)BB dakota skirt, UO tank, F21 cardigan 2)F21 skirt, American Apparel purple dress, H&M tights and booties, Ray Ban eyeglasses 3) H&M jacket, Cheap Monday Jeans, Urban Outfitters sandals, American Apparel striped dress

Around this time last year I bought my tickets to Japan and gave my two weeks at my job. To be honest, I was freaking out. Now I'm reflecting upon the last year, my days in Chicago and the closure. These pictures are from this time last year. One of the reasons this apartment in Chicago was chosen was because of the blue walls in the living room. Whenever I see blue walls, I will forever be reminded of Chicago. The color blue has so much symbolism for me personally.

Dark blue can be depressing, and there were times where I spent identifying with characters in films (see Millennium Mambo, Sherman's March, In the Mood for Love, and so much more). It left me with a heavy heart and a feeling of no ending. Those feelings eventually fade and get better with time.

Blue skies are emblematic of optimism and opportunities. That's all you have when you feel like there is nothing to loose. Sometimes you just tell yourself over and over again that everything happens for a reason and you just try your best to move on. That year I became closer to these people and trust that our friendships will last. I'm so thankful to have such great friends in my life that kept my head up and continuing to move forward (you can see my girls above). This is where my decision to leave for Japan came in. I was scared but they all were so excited and supportive of me that I believed that I could actually run away to a foreign country without any prior knowledge. I really miss them and can't wait to reunite soon.

Blue symbolism associates blue with freedom, strength and new beginnings. I am reminded of this color today because I've been thinking a lot lately about my future and my move to New York. I am scared because I am jumping into this without any certainties, but things went so well this year, it's hard to not have any hope. I only have control over what I do, and I am excited to find out what the next adventure holds.

Don't ever settle when there is so much more in the world.

XOXO

halfway home

2010-06-01T03:24:00.005-04:00

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Urban Outfitters tank and lace bra, H&M tulip skirt, Zara wedges, Random from Japan socks

Today I got dressed to run some errands. I plan to pack but have yet to do that. I hope to do it before the day ends. I love this skirt and wish I could wear it more often. This skirt reminds me of a dress that I got from H&M's Garden collection and I really wanted to wear it for the Taiwan wedding, but it looks like I will not be doing that. A cute dress wasted. I talked to Jeff today about visiting Taiwan and he really makes me want to give up on him completely. Boys are so frustrating.

Also, I really really love these socks and I want to get more before I leave Japan. They are light and airy, the best "summer socks!"

laughing gas

2010-05-30T09:30:00.005-04:00

Today and yesterday I spent time with my Japan friends. There was a lot of DIP and CHIPS with Diana and I; we ate a lot of home made salsa, guacamole, and bean dip. I'm pretty sure that our friendship is based on food; those are the best relationships though. We met up with Shirley and did Japanese things, LIKE shopping and PURIKURA! After a day of roaming around aimlessly, we met up with more friends for dinner. I LOVE LOVE LOVE tonkatsu! It's basically Japanese fried stuff. After a lot of dinner conversing, I've realized that a lot of my stories of things that I've encountered in life is pretty ridiculous. You'd be surprised all the crazy things you see and experience in Ohio, Chicago, and Japan.

We have some more things planned with these girls this week and I really look forward to all the silliness. I will really miss all these people.

we rule the school

2010-05-29T03:03:00.004-04:00

H&M dress and flats, F21 cardigan, leather belt (I forgot from where)

Today I decided to take an outfit photo of what I wear to school. I am a teacher at a Japanese English Conversational School that is part of a larger Cram School. I always have to be aware of what I wear all the time because it has to be appropriate. Usually I have to wear jeans because I have little toddlers that jump and grab on me, but today my classes consists of high school students. Let's hope they don't decide to jump on me. My hair has become one of the most difficult to deal with recently because with half of one side shaved off, the styles are lacking. So "the bun to the side" look has become very convenient for me.

I've been applying/searching for jobs today. I'm considering an alternative path that does not exactly involve fashion. I've grown accustomed to my office job here in Japan and I think that I wouldn't mind to work on the administrative side. I really like planning and organizing things, but ideally I guess I would want to still work in the fashion industry.

If any one has any ideas or jobs they want to give me in NYC, then let me know. It would be greatly appreciated.

xoxo